I feel like the summer calendar is filling up

Ok, let's air something right up front. I'm not a planner, in fact I am the anti planner. As a manager this is a bad quality so I am really trying to change it. Regardless, I feel like the weekends of our summer are slowly booking up. I don't know why but this leaves me with anxiety. For example, Kacie had a baby last weekend and nowhere did I plan to take a weekend off to go see her, Adam and the baby in Santa Barbara. So now that I've actually planned something for our summer weekends, I suddenly find myself wanting to flake on previous plans. I hate being a flake. And here lies the case and point of why I am not a planner. It's the whole notion of "what if something better comes up?" Now I know this mentality often leaves me at home doing nothing, but I like that too. This is where Jodi makes the perfect compliment. she is Polly planner, and let's face it, if she was not on the ball we wold not do a thing.

In other news I dropped the FJ40 off with my mechanic (I love saying that) to put on some new smog legal headers and flush all the fluids. I had a pretty bad exhaust leak that was making it difficult to drive with the windows up....minor problem. I really hope to get it back by the 4th of July for Bob's birthday. Anyway, I feel nervous not having it in my garage so the sooner it's back in my custody the better.